that random moment when you suddenly remember someone who is no longer in your life and it feels like a knife through the chest
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
Distraction in its true form (via thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg)
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
"why do you always do that?" he whispered,
sad blue eyes in the darkness, arms almost
around me. “why whenever someone compliments you
do you always pretend like you don’t deserve it?”
i shrugged and burrowed closer to him.
i felt his heart quicken.
"i’m worried about you," he whispered, "i think you’re
in a really bad place.”
i kissed him before he figured out the rest of me.
i think he fell in love. he put his heart in my hand and i remember staring at it for a long time.
i also remember when it dropped.
my hands cant hold things, you know.
they shake a lot.