I find it crazy how any of us can die at any moment yet we live our lives always planning for the future
can we please destroy this idea that a person has to talk to you every minute of every day to like you
texting all day is not natural
force communication all hours of the day is not natural
i am petrified of a lot of things.
i’m scared of spiders and crippling loneliness
darkness and shadows and failed tests.
i’m scared of forgotten friendships
and lost keys
and the fact that 20 years from now
you won’t remember my name
or what my eyes look like when I laugh.
i’m scared that my children will never be taught
of self love
i’m scared that I will never find these things.
i am afraid of what you’ll think
when you realize
i am scared senseless of being me
i wish I could rid myself of these fears
god knows that I try
but perhaps what scares me most
i am no longer afraid
(cms)Caroline S (via aqua—relle)